I hope my hypothesis is correct, but at least if it isn't, well... I won't have to deal with it's reprocussions. Because I will be dead. But I am willing to risk everything, even if it meant I would never see my wife again. It may be selfish...But...The abyss calls to me. And I can no longer ignore it. A pistol is lifted to my jaw. But I do not fear, I am willing to gamble my life on this. And if I am wrong I don't want to live anyways.
K-"Pull the trigger. My love. Please."
W-"I-but. How could I... How can I shoot the man I love? What if this is the last I ever-"
Her pistol lowers, this sin't good, I knew she would be too weak to accept the truth, but I still have a chance."
K-"Don't worry, you will hear my voice again. I will always be with you, just no longer in body. But maybe that is a good thing. The abyss waits for me... As it waits for all of us. And you will join me again some day."
Good, her pistol is raising, fingers tensing, good. But she is still reluctant. I must change that.
K-"if I could know if firing this gun myself would send me to the abyss I would do it myself. And you know I would never put you throguh this torture if I didn't have to. But please."
W-"I- I can't do this! I cant kill you!"
Her hand is about to fully recoil. I can;t let this happen. I grab her hand holding it to my jaw. If this is what it takes than so be it. My patience has run out.
K-"please... Please! I have nothign else to live for my wife PLEASE-"
BANG BANG BANG
my blood is splattered on the cieling. G-good. Now I know my wife truly-*caough*-truly does love me...
the abyss calls out to me. I see shifting hues of colors thatdo not exist. But I still fell. The blood dripping down my shirt, the tears soaked in my cheek. I was right. The abyss exists.
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